Hope

I am, for the most part, over my ex, but am still lonely. I am trying my hardest to put myself out there, so any advice would be most appreciated.

Life just got worse

My father informed me that tommorow he is going to put down our diabetic cat. She was recovering! I don't know what to do. I admit she is unhappy but she will recover! I just think I need someone in my life, and then I might feel a little better about all this stuff.

Introduction

I am a 14 year old boy with a lot of problems. I am not saying you should pity me, or even care. I just need to get this out. My girlfriend of six months recently dumped me because she "wasn't ready for such a serious relationship." She wouldn't even let me kiss her! I also have a nigh-on impossible time with women because I have thing for fat girls. I know, it sounds gross, but to each their own, right? Anyway, I have a hard time getting physical satisfaction from a relationship. And to make matters worse, I am a total nerd who can barely talk to women. I also have reason to believe I have a mild case of OCD. I just feel lost in life, as I used to spend all my time with, talking to or thinking about my girlfriend. Now I just feel awash in a sea of emotion and boredom. The point of this blog is to let it all out, and hopefully get some insight as to what I should do with my problems.